Grounded
"I realized recently that when I walk, I don't actually feel the ground under my feet. I feel the pavement, the asphalt, the cement, the boardwalk. I feel the things that separate me from the ground. I rarely even feel the sand under my feet except when I go to the beach and walk right up to the edge, near the water. Most of the time, though, I walk and I don't feel the ground under my feet.
So today, in my walk, I began to imagine that with every step that I take, I feel a connection to the ground under my feet. Try it.
Suddenly, as I walked on, I remembered the phrase: "You're grounded!" What a punishment! Having to stay put, in one place....But when, I wonder, did that phrase appear? And, why is being grounded something bad?
I actually want to feel the earth under my feet. Because it is the earth that sustains me. And I am so often separated from it. So, often, I don't sense it. I forget about it. I live in a constructed reality that ignores the most basic truths."
(I wrote these words one year as I prepared for Rosh HaShana. Who are we? What grounds us? I was hoping that Rosh HaShana would be an alternative experience.)